Question: I have no sexuality with my partner. Although I can live with that, I keep asking myself: are there parts in me that are blocked and can I make a movement in that? Geertje Smit channeling The Field of Love.
You have always NEEDED someone else as a REASON to live. That reason can disappear at any moment. As soon as you make something other than your OWN being a REASON to live, you insult yourself. You humiliate yourself. And this kind of humiliation is sustained. You have degraded your life. You have lost your dignity, your self-respect. The void that lives in each of us can never be filled by another. Filling that void with others is a pathological, selfish thing to do.